What could this possibly mean?

I took a right on a random road and this big godzilla monster threw apollo 13 at me (not the spaceship, the film) and then i started crying puke but i threw up my tears. I walked into a room and my brother was screaming, then the universe turned horizontal and empty and the devil groaned and let out big weird stuff. This is the end, i heard but it wasnt and soon after i shot myself in the head with a shotgun but didnt die, so i did again, 5000 times.